If you can't say something nice...

My mom always said that if you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all. I am going to use that as my reason for not posting here in awhile. So much crap going on in my life. It's all stemming from one place too. Funny how one thing can consume your life. I just found another option for my pain but still am afraid to talk about it. I don't want to jinx anything. It's seems like once I find something great, it always turns out badly. I have the scars to prove it! LOL

I am so fed up with my old Purse party company. Grrr...Shell knows where I am coming from on this topic. Now I have found a single person who will supply me with these most awesome bags and I am afraid to say anything about it because I don't want to ruin it. www.elisalou.com crap...now I blew it. The secret is out. I just can't stop thinking about these dang bags. If you like what you see, put my name in the comment box should you order one or five! I did a party on saturday with them and the response was great. Didn't get anymore bookings off it, but I didn't ask either. I am so scared to ask anyone else to have one until I know that things will come as promised. I am scared of promises too.

I have had so many promises in my life from people in my life that never happen so I just don't count on anything any more. Sad, huh. It sucks when you have had the life sucked out of you more than once! LOL

So anyways...these new bags are killer. And the price is right too! The quality is beyond what I have seen. Lots of people on my gift list are going to get to know Elisa Lou Designs! I can't wait to place the order. I just can't figure out what fabrics for whom.

Off to work...

Download overload

Oh man...I am so tired of trying to download stuff. I have been trying to install my Adobe Photoshop creative suites 2 program for a few days with no success. Called tech support and didn't get the help I needed. They gave me a new number to call. I was on hold for over an hour. UGH...then I got transfered to another person because I was in the wrong area. WTF? So I finally got to the correct person, THANK YOU JESSICA @ ADOBE! and she helped me get around the bug and get it downloaded.

Then at the same time on my laptop I am trying to download the new TLC DIGI kits...again...WTF...it has taken me almost 3 hours on DSL connection. Oh and to top it off...I sat down and saw that my email was open and thought maybe that was slowing it down so I CLOSED IT.....AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH........it shut the download off too!!! SERIOUSLY!!! I was so mad. And I saw it was up to 80% complete as I was screaming, NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO. I am since redownloading and after 40 minutes I am only at 34%. Will this ever end?

So, I am on download overload!

Sinus infections

Why is it that I am repeatedly getting these stupid sinus infections? I feel like crap today. I started another round of antibiotics yesterday. Let's hope this doesn't last long. I have our annual scavenger hunt on saturday. It's has a new twist to it this year. Can't post what just yet as it is a surprise. But let's just say it took me awhile to get this done, edited, and printed.

Hope the weather holds out for us. Sounds the beginning of the week is going to be in the 60's so let's hope saturday is near the same. Don't want rain no matter how warm it is!

Well, off to work. Let's hope I can make it thru the whole day. I have class tonight too. And the Maddy Moo call...although I don't know why I am going to bother. I guess, it's like a train wreck...you have to look. Just a peek. I swear, they messed up a great thing. I am so saddened by the whole ordeal. However, you reap what you sow. I just hope I get what I am owed before 2007 shows up!

It's gotta be the meds talking right now! LOL I am not usually so bitter.

Cyst is gone!

Just got home from the doctors office. The huge horn growing out the top of my head is history! LOL The injection burnt like the dickens but it is gone! Two little stitches is all I needed. I looked at it. It was the size of a gumball. Looked just like a piece of chewed gum too! LOL was that TMI?

I was done in about 15 minutes. I asked them if they wanted to pierce the top of my ear lobe since it was numb. You know how you see those people with the rod thru the top of the ear. Wouldn't I look so cool?! AS IF!

Well, now I just sit and wait for the lidocaine to wear off! FUN~ Best go take some advil now!

Why do I bother?

I wonder I even bother to have a blog somedays. I just don't remember to post here much. Plus I don't have the time. I have cut myself wwwaaayyyyy to thin lately. Again...N O it's just two little letters. Just one shape of my mouth. One small breath of air outward will produce the sound. Just do it, Rach. Say NO. It's ok.

Oh wait...I do say no. I said no to the blog! LOL I don't post here often so I must be saying no.

UPDATE: I turned down a wedding on sunday! YEAH ME! My first step in learning to say no. I had a Maddy Moo party already scheduled for that day. And besides...who calls someone two weeks before a wedding and expects you to do it? I now understand that the first photographer has a family emergency and can't do it. But still. She acted sorta upset when I said no. Just another reason why I can't say no. It hurts feelings. I hate hurting peoples feelings. Makes me feel like crap. That poor bride. Man, I am making myself feel worse rather than better. UGH....