Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Why do I bother?

I wonder I even bother to have a blog somedays. I just don't remember to post here much. Plus I don't have the time. I have cut myself wwwaaayyyyy to thin lately. Again...N O it's just two little letters. Just one shape of my mouth. One small breath of air outward will produce the sound. Just do it, Rach. Say NO. It's ok.

Oh wait...I do say no. I said no to the blog! LOL I don't post here often so I must be saying no.

UPDATE: I turned down a wedding on sunday! YEAH ME! My first step in learning to say no. I had a Maddy Moo party already scheduled for that day. And besides...who calls someone two weeks before a wedding and expects you to do it? I now understand that the first photographer has a family emergency and can't do it. But still. She acted sorta upset when I said no. Just another reason why I can't say no. It hurts feelings. I hate hurting peoples feelings. Makes me feel like crap. That poor bride. Man, I am making myself feel worse rather than better. UGH....

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